When will the blinds regain their sight? Or have we just created the excuse that blinded ourselves to see and face the actions we’ve done and regretted. The important thing to note in life is to be level headed in every moment.

Alot of women believes we have to sacrifice self to accommodate your man, family and children. Yet have we stop to think if the sacrifices are bad? The worst fear should be losing yourself when you’re the one who blinded yourself. Women should come forward and start to simply say “No, I will not” just like the men and starts to see the world like they do.

At this century, we’ve been through evolution. We believe that we’ve changed by evolving from our ancestors and origin. But have we?

Often I hear my gfs saying they’re heart broken and emotionally upset after they broke off with their bfs albeit long termed or short. Scientist have discovered that women produces a chemical reaction in r/s that makes us to be emotionally attached to our man. Yet what they’ve failed to discover is some people produces a chemical reaction in r/s that makes them to be jerks. Lots of woman or the person who lost in the r/s are the victims. There has already been lots of examples for us to learn from. But why are we still putting our foot back in the same storm again and again?

Realizing the blind sight, is it ridiculous that sometimes women should just learn from men and be more like them to protect ourselves?

It’s reality.

There’s no engineers or scientist involved.

It’s a fantasy to the sane.

Yet it’s cruelty to those who possess the power. There’s no choice in which era you want to go. There’s no choice in which emotion you choose to feel. There’s no choice in each and every action or thinking you prefer.

There’s no control over the playback speed, no pause, no rewind.

Where is the medical advances that the world claimed to have?

Time after time, we told ourselves to learn from our mistakes. But do we really?

The best topic to illustrate that.

Feminism.

Since young, I’m being captivated by the story of Hua Mulan. She is what a person can be. The passion and nobility in her that teaches filial piety, the strength and the talent in war that made her a general. Most importantly, she’s a woman.

The common saying, we should learn from our history. But, feminism is still one of the unsolved problem in some countries. Women are suffering due to the belief that the stronger gender is men. Also, passion and filial piety fading in dictionary when people gives up on love and leaves their aged parents on their own. Why do we say that we learnt from our mistakes?

If a female like Mulan can excels and brings glory to her family in ancients time where feminism is more than a challenge, why do some people still believe in the existence of stronger gender and we are forgetting who we are and who we should be?

It all boils down to our fate is in our hands.

Believe and act on it, it’ll get you closer.

Just a simple outing.

Condition: Out of Singapore.

Results: Satisfaction (from shopping spree, yummy delicacies, fun and more fun…)

Expectations: Not even a single trace of life related nagging thoughts.

Layout: The things that a city can’t offer.

• Waking up to the sounds of nature, soaking into the beams of the sun, falling asleep with the view of a sky full of stars shining ever brightly.
• Inhaling the scents that a field-full of flowers with colours like the rainbow.
• Hearing the crisp sound of the dried leaves under your sandals along a country road.
• Searching for bargain buys in the different culture/heritage market.
• Wondering around exploring like a curious kid with fertile imagination.
• Mind capturing pictures of buildings/house of different captivating design.
• Taking long bubble baths in the classy hotel room of mine.
• Capturing breathe taking pictures that offers feelings to be felt.

Down and up!

I’ve started out from the habour front station and then getting to mount faber.
We’ve climbed like a gazillions stairs and walked for like a long long time.
We finally reached the Henderson waves!
The scenery is just worth the effort

He just can’t seem to blend into the mood or gorgeous place.

After everything, I still failed at this step of point.
I’ve fallen from where I thought I was.
With the strings that used to pull me up broken, I’m fallen still just like the lifeless puppet without it’s strings.
What is the formula for  lift this nagging thoughts and pain away?
I just that is one equation that maths lesson in school has forgotten to teach me about.
Or rather it’s the education and social system that created it.

It’s the first time I’m feeling a challenge ahead.
I had gone through being calm, worried,  frantic, denial, frustration…
What’s to come next?
Who would know what I want or understand what and why I truly feel? 

I’ve never felt more alone.
I’ve never felt this weak.
I’m walking through the plan like a toddler walking towards the prize.

I’m praying to find strength and a path.

I’m reading this book call who’s that girl.
It’s a catchy read about this girl who had a chance of meeting the younger her.
The question is what would you tell the younger you?
What you should do? What decisions to make? What not to do?
How much regrets have you got for you to want to make changes?

I feel that it’s the bits and pieces of life that makes me who I am.
Sometimes it’s the msyteries in life making it interesting.
The only thing that I would tell the younger me is to learn to be content with what you’ve got.
We only live once and we’re only young once.
Why not live to the max instead of being caught and affected in situations that we can do off with.

Tears are a part of a person.
Tearing means losing a part of you.
What is it worthy of for one to be shedding tears and losing a part of you?