Reflection.

How often do we look back in our life and seriously think about what are we doing? Are we becoming robots that are doing what we’re programmed to do? What is the use of having a individual brain yet we’re all doing the same stuff as each other?

Time after time, we told ourselves to learn from our mistakes. But do we really?

The best topic to illustrate that.

Feminism.

Since young, I’m being captivated by the story of Hua Mulan. She is what a person can be. The passion and nobility in her that teaches filial piety, the strength and the talent in war that made her a general. Most importantly, she’s a woman.

The common saying, we should learn from our history. But, feminism is still one of the unsolved problem in some countries. Women are suffering due to the belief that the stronger gender is men. Also, passion and filial piety fading in dictionary when people gives up on love and leaves their aged parents on their own. Why do we say that we learnt from our mistakes?

If a female like Mulan can excels and brings glory to her family in ancients time where feminism is more than a challenge, why do some people still believe in the existence of stronger gender and we are forgetting who we are and who we should be?

It all boils down to our fate is in our hands.

Believe and act on it, it’ll get you closer.

Designing your own holiday.

I’m being deprived of a quick get away.

Just a simple outing.

Condition: Out of Singapore.

Results: Satisfaction (from shopping spree, yummy delicacies, fun and more fun…)

Expectations: Not even a single trace of life related nagging thoughts.

Layout: The things that a city can’t offer.

• Waking up to the sounds of nature, soaking into the beams of the sun, falling asleep with the view of a sky full of stars shining ever brightly.
• Inhaling the scents that a field-full of flowers with colours like the rainbow.
• Hearing the crisp sound of the dried leaves under your sandals along a country road.
• Searching for bargain buys in the different culture/heritage market.
• Wondering around exploring like a curious kid with fertile imagination.
• Mind capturing pictures of buildings/house of different captivating design.
• Taking long bubble baths in the classy hotel room of mine.
• Capturing breathe taking pictures that offers feelings to be felt.

Jump!

Up and down!

Down and up!

A walk with nature

I’ve been wanting to see the henderson waves.

I’ve started out from the habour front station and then getting to mount faber.
We’ve climbed like a gazillions stairs and walked for like a long long time.
We finally reached the Henderson waves!
The scenery is just worth the effort

He just can’t seem to blend into the mood or gorgeous place.

Life.

It’s no fair.

Can’t seem to find a title for this.

Feeling dreadful of each day.
Getting impatient with the time tickling by.
How would I walk out of this mess and what would the future be like.
I’m honestly afraid to know and to get up for it.

After everything, I still failed at this step of point.
I’ve fallen from where I thought I was.
With the strings that used to pull me up broken, I’m fallen still just like the lifeless puppet without it’s strings.
What is the formula for  lift this nagging thoughts and pain away?
I just that is one equation that maths lesson in school has forgotten to teach me about.
Or rather it’s the education and social system that created it.

It’s the first time I’m feeling a challenge ahead.
I had gone through being calm, worried,  frantic, denial, frustration…
What’s to come next?
Who would know what I want or understand what and why I truly feel? 

I’ve never felt more alone.
I’ve never felt this weak.
I’m walking through the plan like a toddler walking towards the prize.

I’m praying to find strength and a path.

Look what I’ve found!

Sometimes I wonder…

I’m reading this book call who’s that girl.
It’s a catchy read about this girl who had a chance of meeting the younger her.
The question is what would you tell the younger you?
What you should do? What decisions to make? What not to do?
How much regrets have you got for you to want to make changes?

I feel that it’s the bits and pieces of life that makes me who I am.
Sometimes it’s the msyteries in life making it interesting.
The only thing that I would tell the younger me is to learn to be content with what you’ve got.
We only live once and we’re only young once.
Why not live to the max instead of being caught and affected in situations that we can do off with.

Tears are a part of a person.
Tearing means losing a part of you.
What is it worthy of for one to be shedding tears and losing a part of you?

My 20th on earth.

I enjoyed my 7300 days/20year on earth =D

Thank you guys for the wishes.
- Germaine
- Huimin
- Celina
- Weixiang (kor)
- Jason
- Suhailah
- Dian
- BoonWee
- Winnie
- ChetMeng
- Dominic
- Alvin
- Vincent
- Johnson

Thank you mates for the celebration.
- Jiazhen dearest
- Sebastian bff
- Keeyong old man
- Zack first time attending bd celebration
- James the bully

Not forgetting my family.
- Daddy
- Mummy
- Ah ma
- Ah gong
- Kevin
- Qiqi
- Uncle Chye
- Uncle Lee
- Auntie Cindy
- Uncle daniel
- Xylon my darling

The dream for now.

To be waken by the soft and gentle rays of the rising sun.
To enjoy the breath taking scenery and the ever rich freshness of air offered by mother nature.
To lost myself in the fantasy in books that I’m reading.
Finding my way through the strange new side of the world; exploring.

Taking long walks while saying goodbye to the sun.
Enjoying the sweetness in the fresh food gathered.
Moon light bathing on the fine sand, looking out to the sea with calmness that brings serenity.

To fall asleep to the music of the waves and wind.
Dreams that brings a smile.